A sad clown who decided to stop being sad

A personal testimony of a man who lived for a long time between two worlds – the outer one, where he smiled, loved and worked, and the inner one, full of doubt, pain and a longing for peace. With openness and perspective, he describes his life of peaks and troughs; moments of deep uncertainty alternate with moments of understanding and happiness as he talks about his childhood, loves, losses and downfalls. He does not look for culprits or simple explanations. Instead, he looks back with understanding – at himself, at the people around him and at his own past.