Where's Nate

Nate is gone
My life was supposed to be a fairy tale. I got back on my feet, finished school, found a job, and I'm living with the boy of my dreams. But maybe I'm just waiting for the moment I can step back into the nightmare.
And I'll do it at the first opportunity.
I don't want a fairy-tale prince, I want dark eyes, a black soul, rough sex. I want him. And most of all, I want to find him, because I'm terrified of what might have happened to him. But how do you look for someone you know nothing about?